i'm afraid that any familiarisation is fading away.
we're barely friends. strangers.
what can i do? i brought it upon myself.
no regrets, no regrets.
if there's any. i'm an idiot.
i cant, anw. i fear too many 'hurt'. getting hurt. hurting you. hurt, itself. (too bad to me)
I HATE YOU. fck. i just found out abt sth. great, you rock, okay? ha, you didnt lie.
but it seemed to me like you did. wow. (: OH YOU DID!
hahahhhaha. to me, you did. (:
you know something? you jolly well know... you know how i feel. you do.
and still, i found out! GREAT.
guess what? i should not have sent that message. it's just that my hand clicked a little too many times.
you lied, didnt you? everyth.
oh well, i hate you. dont ask me to, cause i already do.
this morning was a mistake. it was a mistake on my part.
it wasnt meant to be. i felt WRONG. how much i wished to dig a hole and get my ass in.
i tried, though. (:
dont worry, i'll continue trying. i wont disrupt your life.
i caught too many disturbing scenes. sorry to have made you cry. (if you did)
i just cant help feeling some ways.
and i dont know how the hell you got to my blog.
i think i do better in english. forget it.
it just hurt me to press enter.
13th oct. and that's abt all.
DANCED- 7:04 PM